Just done giving a fuck about people who doesn’t even give a shit about me. Done waiting for someone who’s happier without me. Done checking up on the ones who probably already forgotten about me. Done wasting my time on people who doesn’t even make an effort to stay in my life. I’m gonna focus on myself and my own happiness.
The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. No one ever messages you on Facebook first or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the point where you don't want to put in the effort with people who don't put in any effort for you, so you end up spending your life at home, never going anywhere.
I’m one of those people who tries to encourage others by saying, “Keep your head up, things will get better” or things such as, “Never stop smiling, and always be positive” but I never really live up to what I tell others. I’m constantly putting myself down but I rarely show my emotions. I care about other people’s happiness but my happiness means nothing to me. As much as I try to be positive, I always find a way to bring myself down.
If you want to talk let’s talk! Whenever you are texting to your bf/gf or heck even a friend sometimes you get a reply hrs or even days later and you are wondering why the fuck is he/she taking forever? It only take a couple of minutes to think about what to say, a couple of seconds to write the message, and then 1 second to send the message. Is that really hard?
who you can always talk to about anything. who you can be yourself around. who brings out the best of you. who you practically think out loud to. who keeps you awake, and wakes you up. who walks by your side. who makes you laugh and happy. who will do anything to see you smile. who shares same hobbies and interests with you. keep that friend.
I hate them . You’re actually trying to make an effort to talk to someone and all you get are two or three worded answers . At least try to make some effort to continue the conversation . Unless you don’t want to talk then tell me , I don’t want to waste time talking to somebody that obviously has no interest in talking to me .
Black: I would date you. Green: I think you’re cute. Blue: You are my tumblr crush. Grey: I wish you would notice me. Purple: I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog. Teal: We have a lot in common. Yellow: FUCK ME, LET’S FUCK. Orange: I don’t like your blog. Brown: I don’t like you. Pink: I think you are unattractive. Red: I hate you with a burning passion. White: Marry me.
What happened to “I’ll always be here for you”? What happened to being the “best” friend I always needed. You said you’d always be there to help solve my problems, but now you’re one of my biggest ones. What happened to you? What happened to us? Now I’m here asking why do I give a fuck about someone who doesn’t care about me. What hurts more is that out of all people, it had to be you.
I’ll be there for you. Until you find someone better, find someone who can give you more, I’ll be there. I’ll always be there. Whether it’s late at night or early in the morning, you’ll always have me. I know that I’m not the greatest, I’m not the most talented, or have the most things, but I’ll be there, until you find someone who can do more for you. That’s who I am, the friend that’s always there until someone better comes along.
She might have erased your texts, but she’ll never forget what you wrote. She might have un-friended you, but she’ll never forget your your pictures. She might have stopped talking too you, but she’ll never forget your voice. She might have ignored you, but she’ll never forget your face. She might have stopped hugging you, but she’ll never forget your smell. she might not be apart of your life anymore, but she’ll never forget you.
Why? Cuz everyone takes my kindness for granted. Yeah, I’m nice. I’m one of the nicest guys out there. I know it. But don’t fucking push it. Tired of getting stepped all over and I just shrug it aside yet everyone keeps doing it. So you know what? Fuck being nice, I’m gonna be a dick to people so I don’t have to go through shit like this all the fucking time.
When people don’t reply. I don’t care if it’s instant or 20 minutes or even a few hours away. You could atlest reply. It makes me feel like a fucking dumbass if you don’t reply espically if I text you more than once.